| Why is it when life is great....one little thing happens that makes it not so good? |
[Apr. 3rd, 2006|01:14 pm] |
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Well, I might not get to talk to David for a whole week. He's down in southern Cali looking at colleges. :( He said he would try to call, though. So that's good. Umm, Luis is still mad at me. He just won't accept the fact that I just want to be friends :( I wish he could understand how I feel. But w/e, if he can't accept it maybe I am better off without him. Let's see, 3 months till warped tour! I can't wait. ummmmmmmmm, I really don't have anything to say and I should prob go do this stupid math, so ttyl!
<33333 Megan/MJ |
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[Apr. 1st, 2006|07:33 pm] |
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| | Slow Suicide: Jamison Parker | ] |
Well, I'm trying to write in this thing more. I got my belly button peirced on Thursday. It reall didn't hurt that bad. It pretty much felt and continues to feel like my cartilege did when I got it peirced. It doesn't really bother me all that much. I'll add sum pictures later. Hmmm, Luis got kind of mad at me for not telling him about David. I hadn't really told ne1 we were together yet tho. Oh well, hopefully he won't be mad for too much longer :(. Right now I'm just putting new songs on my ipod. yay! :P I've been pretty bored all day. Becca is probably coming out this summer. I'm so excited! well, I don't really have nething else to say. TTYL
<33333 Megan/MJ |
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| Havent written..... |
[Mar. 29th, 2006|06:51 pm] |
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Ok, so I haven't written in awhile. I'm sorry :( Let's see, life is going GREAT. As many of you know today is my birthday. So I've been pretty excited about that. I got a ton of money, gift cards, and a few other things. Mom is going to take me shopping =) I'm also getting my belly button peirced tomorrow. So im pretty excited. I also have the most amazing guy now =] He is just....I can't even describe how I feel about him. He's great, tho. I love him, he loves me.....but I'm kinda confused about it all, like we aren't official or anything, not really sure all of what he wants. So we'll see what happens. Anyways, I'll show all u guys pics after I get my bellybutton done. I love you all!
Megan |
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| LJ Love =P |
[Mar. 9th, 2006|11:10 am] |
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| | Good Charlotte: Walk Away(Maybe) | ] |
Ok guys, I was bored so I took random quizzes that have to do w/ LJ.....sooooo here they are. :P
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[Mar. 8th, 2006|08:33 pm] |
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| | Savage Garden: Truly Madly Deeply | ] |
Well, I haven't written in awhile, so I decided to get on and do that. I had so much fun in MD a few weeks ago. I put a pic from there at the bottom, enjoy =]. Ive been sick the past few days, but I'm starting to get better. Yay!!! Let's c...all my friends have been so great lately, they've been there for me and put up w/ me through alot. Luv ya all! 4 of my cats r pregnant...yes 4. I know I told alot of u 3 were, but I just found out recently that Cookies is also. Woohoooo, kittens soon! Grandpa burried Max at the bak of the orchard and Linda painted like a tombstone for him. It was so sweet. I miss him. Ive lost so much weight it's amazing...well not SO MUCH, cuz I was never really over weight, but i trimmed down alot. I feel ALOT skinnier now. I compare pictures and Im like wow look at that, Im skinnier :P. Im sure ur all wondering about all the boys i love to talk about, huh? since i haven't updated u all in awhile. hmmm, me and dalton DONT talk nemore...has its advantages and disadvantages. Luis likes some girl at his skool, at least thats wut he said yesterday, we on the other hand r talking, and Im glad. Kody and I have been argueing a lil the past few days about AJ and his wife on co and stuff, but none the less were still good friends, Im actually talking to him right now. Harley and I havent talked much lately, im not exactly sure y, i try to talk to him, but he doesnt really seem that interested in talking to me nemore :(. Jon has been rather annoying, he took the friends w/ benefits joke seriously, as if Id make out w/ him.....well, maybe :P. TJ doesnt understand the fact that im seriously not allowed to sing when my throat hurts, ruins my voice and sharon(my voice teacher) told me not to, which is hard since i luv 2 sing :(. I got 2 see a new picture of David today, i don't c y he thinks he's ugly, i personally think hes hot, but w/e. welps, me and becca need to figure out our summer schedules so we can figure out when she can come out here. hopefully for a couple weeks. I'd have to take her to San Fran, Monterey, LA, Sac....gah, that means lots of driving, but I at least have to take her to San Fran, I luuuuuuv it there. Well see. My birthdays this month. Yay! Me and Erika were gonna c The Starting Line on the 24th, but when Erika went to get tickets last week, they were sold out, so now we might see Thrice on the 29th. Erika also broke her foot a couple days ago, so that means no more snowboarding w/ her for the rest of the season :(. Well, Im out of things to say. TTYL
I am smarter then you all.
I got 21/21 on the Math Geek test.
Take the test! |
~Megan/MJ~ |
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| Tired |
[Feb. 22nd, 2006|11:25 am] |
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Mmm, I got back from Maryland on Monday night around 2am. I like flopped into bed so I was wearing jeans. I hate sleeping in jeans ><. I am so tired. I got all my stuff back from Dalton, still kinda mad though. Me and Harley weren't getting along last night :(. James is sick so he went to bed pretty early. I fell asleep while talking to Luis last night. I do that too often. My mind is like blank so I don't know what to say. So, I'm gonna go. Luv ya bunches!!!
MEgan/MJ |
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| A Day In MD |
[Feb. 18th, 2006|08:44 pm] |
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Omg, it is so cold here in Maryland. Iv'e been freezing my butt off all day. Hmm, since the three other people in our hotel room are morning people I got woken up at 9:30(6:30 California time). I got on the comp while gma, Jordan, and mom ate breakfast. Then we went to meet Gigi and hunter for lunch at Red Robin. Aww Hunter is such a cute lil baby. He's starting to look just like Danny. After lunch we went over to Jessie's. Me and Jessie thought it would b fun to scan our faces with the scanner:P. Me, Jessie, Andie, and Jordan watched Flightplan, well kinda...Andie and Jordan left in the middle of the movie. Then Ricky came over and him, melissa, me, and Jess watched Cinderella Man. Kinda depressing seeing such a happy couple. Neways.....then we all went over to Danny and Gigi's for dinner. Saw Sandy and Bullet there. Me and Jessie messed around w/ our digital cameras. We got sum interesting pics. And now I'm bak here at the hotel. Harley is going afk soon :(. Luis isn't bak yet either. I'm so lonely. I need a bf. I haaaaaaaaaaaaate being single, but thats how life goes, right?....it's never fair. Well, I miss u guys bak in Cali and the ppl down in FL. Luv ya bunches!
MEgan/MJ |
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[Feb. 17th, 2006|11:05 pm] |
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| | Just Jordan snoreing | ] |
Ahhh, I'm so pissed at Dalton tonite. So I had a great trip from cali to maryland, except it was boreing. I get here and get on the comp and dalton stole so much stuff from my account. ahhhh, i think im actually starting to hate him. I mean, yesterday i was questioning whether or not to continue ignoreing him. now ive made up my mind. thanks dalton for hurting me again. u tend to b good at that. and u always seem to know when and how to make it hurt the most. well, i cried earlier about max again. im gonna miss him so much. i get to c jessie tomorrow! and ill prob meet her new bf. yay! can't wait.....except itll prob make me sad that i dont have a bf and that im not luvd nemore :( well, ill ttyl.
Megan/MJ |
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| Lifes Just Keeps Getting Worse and Worse..... |
[Feb. 16th, 2006|10:08 pm] |
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Wow, can my life get ne worse? Yah, probably, but it still really sux. Max died today. I was bawling my eyes out when I found out. And I'm supposed to be packing for my trip this weekend. Going to Maryland to see Jessie and everybody. So thats a good thing in my life. Well, I've been avoiding/ignoreing Dalton. It's hard, but everyone is telling me it's what I should do. I'm gonna miss him. We had some good times....then there were the worse times. And now I don't really know to do about things. Luis loves me sooooo much. Dalton lied to me, but part of me once to give him another chance and talk to him. And I'm just so confused about Harley. I like him -alot-, but......I don't think he feels the same way. He's just....so in luv w/ raini. It hurts, makes me jealous, and selfish. I hate myself for feeling this way about it tho, I mean he just broke up w/ her, but I just...I wanna be luvd again, idk. I don't know how he feels. I don't know if he likes me. All I know is he's so upset about Raini. See what I mean? I'm so selfish. Maybe I should just stop hopeing and wishing.....I mean, it's long distance too, what good has come out of long distance relationships for me in the past? I could stop wishing.......and just stick w/ online friends I mean Erika was just saying I need a boyfriend I can makeout w/ since I havent had one in awhile:(.....seems like God was trying to prepare me for all this. When I was at Seraphim earlier w/ everyone we were talkin about "hard times" and how we need to remember God put us there for a reason. So I guess I shouldn't ask the "Why Me????" question....cuz it's simple. Why not me? I would never wish this pain on ne1 else. What kind of a person would I be if I did? But it's so hard. My doggie is dead, and I'm confused about 3 guys. Is it all worth crying over? For me, yes.....do u guys think I cry too much? Am I just a big crybaby? Well, I'm listening to Christian music. Tends to help me feel better whn I'm upset. Well, thanks for listening guys! Luv u all!
Megan/MJ |
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| The Only Guy That Made Me Smile Tonight.....=] |
[Feb. 15th, 2006|12:34 am] |
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Ok, so I've been kida upset all night. And nobody could make me happy. Then Kitkat did!! hehe, luv u kitkat!!!
<33333 Megan
David: hey
MJ: hi
David: cups!
MJ: ?
David: =(
MJ: ...
David: whatcha up to?
MJ: nothing
u?
David: nothin either =\
oo
i was bored
and made you an avatar
>.>
MJ: cool
David: kinda sucks tho =\
Sent at 11:35 PM on Tuesday
MJ: ic
David: somethin wrong cups? =\
MJ: ........
u dont talk to me very much nemore
David: aww =(
been busy
MJ: im just sad all the time, i try to act happy but it only lasts so long :(
David: =(
how come you're sad?
MJ: idk
David: ..
now you're actin like me >.>
MJ: ?
David: nvm =\
what's wrong tho?
MJ: everything
David: everything as in..
MJ: just everything
David: =\
you can talk to me bout it
Sent at 11:43 PM on Tuesday
MJ: ...
David: or not =\
MJ: im sorry
David: s'alright
MJ: dont know ut to say
David: just try and be happy
MJ: i do try
David: even tho i kno it's hard for you
smile some =)
MJ: i just did....for u
David: good =)
sigh, i dunno what to say, i wanna make you laugh and smile, but i'm not very good at it =\
MJ: ...u used to b able to
David: i guess
=(
MJ: i still wuvs u....even tho u dont talk to me
David: <3
i dunno, i just havent been in the mood for talkin to ppl
MJ: ic
David: i just try and keep myself occupied so i dont have to think bout other things for a while
MJ: ic
David: how's alpha server goin?
MJ: fine
we miss u
David: you mean we as in just you? =P
or are there actually other ppl as well? >.>
MJ: other ppl too
like ppl in the guild
David: dunno who else would =\
MJ: aww
lotsa ppl
but especially me!
David: you should come to the great wall server with me when emerald splits
MJ: wut about my archer?
David: true...
sigh
i hope they do somethin with alpha server
MJ: me 2
David: they're just letting it die
MJ: thats one of the only reasons i wont leave
cuz my char
David: cuz your archer
MJ: and my friends
David: yea
MJ: i say "Alpha's a server waiting to happen"
^^....maybe
David: maybe... >.>
idk..magie and i decided to stop playin on alpha
MJ: cries
David: and whenever i visit on katana, almost no one's ever on
aww =(
sorry cups
MJ: u weft me :'(
David: i come back every so often on katana
i left alpha on ezrael
i tried goin back to phoenix..
but i dont think i can...
MJ: bah, so sad
David: ='(
you sure you dont want to come make a char. on emerald with me and then go with me when they transfer to the new one?
MJ: wut lvl r u?
David: i just started a new char. on emerald
only lvl 27
MJ: ok, i guess
David: and i can use chars to plvl, etc
MJ: ????
David: ?
MJ: u have chars u can plvl w/?
David: i kno my friends' accts
mmhm
i can get on 2 110 archers
a 120 tro>tro rb
MJ: okies
David: a 122 water>fire rb
etc.
and the ppl in the guild like me
and i dont think they'll mind plvlin
there's a few 130 archers
MJ: im guessing i should make a water then
David: well.....dunno if they'll plvl you to rb
you could make cups again =P
o btw, i'll give you that elite club you bought me
so you can make some money off of it
MJ: ok
David: where ya at
MJ: havent made care yet
so on emerald?
David: yea
where are you on alpha?
MJ: tg
David: hm, wanna meet me in market so i can give you the club?
MJ: ok
David: trade me?
MJ: thx
David: np
thx for buyin me that club in the first place
=)
MJ: yw
David: when you do make a char. lemme kno
MJ: ok
Sent at 12:19 AM on Wednesday
MJ: wut class should i b?
David: whatever you'd enjoy playing
MJ: hmmm
tro
David: =)
i made a tro too
cept my name's not kitkat =P
MJ: lol
David: =o
did you actually laugh? >.>
MJ: :o
yes
David: k, good
MJ: gahhhhhh
David: ?
MJ: jus like eternity
David: too many ppl? =\
MJ: "server is full:failed to login"
David: aww
dont worry
the server's gonna split in a week or two
MJ: k
have u signed up to move yet?
David: yep
MJ: finallllllllllllllllly
after like 100 times
David: lol
MJ: wuts ur name?
David: well, at least you're in now =P
i'm in tc
and i see you
MJ: lol
i c uuuuuuuuuuu
David: i'm cute eh?
xD
MJ: o yes
lol
David: =P |
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| A little About Me |
[Feb. 14th, 2006|04:56 pm] |
Just realized I didn't tell u nething about me. My names Megan, but lotsa ppl call me MJ. I'm 14. I live in Winton, California. I luv music. Punk, rock, metal, pop....all kindsa stuff. My favorite band is Good Charlotte. I've luvd them for years and always will, whether u do or not. I like to play softball and soccer. My role models are my mom, hilary duff, and Joel and Benji Madden. My mom because she's been through alot the past 3 years, and she's been strong the whole way. Hilary Duff, Joel, and Benji Madden....just because they r Christian artists and they don't care if ppl know it. They don't talk crap about other artists, theyre nice ppl, and i can just relate to all 3 of them alot. I'm a Christian, but u can't always tell. Christianity isn't really about being religious, its a faith. I believe in God. I mean...look around u, how could this all happen by chance? Do I listen to Christian music?.....sumtimes. It's definately not my favorite, but there is sum I like. My parents have been divorced for a year. My dad had an affair. You wanna know whats funny about the whole thing? All my life my dad would always say "divorce is wrong, cheating is wrong..blah blah blah" Was he not smart enough to listen to his own words? He went over to Iraq for the war, fucked around w/ Cheryl, came home and expected my mom would want a divorce. He was wrong, my mom was willing to put it all aside and forgive him for our families sake, but nooooooooo he had to divorce her neways and marry Cheryl a month or 2 afterwards. I personally believe divorce is wrong. Marriage is a lifetime commitment not meant to b broken. "till death do us part....in good times and bad" isnt that what they say? Gah, enough about my dad.Wut else should I bore you all with? I'm pretty opinionated. I'll have sumthing to say about pretty much everything. But will I share it? Not always :P I have the bestest friends in the whole wide world...Becca, Danielle, Susanna, and Jessie. They r way cooler then urs hehe. I'm single right now, and yes..I know it's Valentines Day....dont rub it in. Been a pretty lonely day. well, I can't think of nething else to tell ya. If ya have ne questions just ask! Luv ya!
Megan <3333 |
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| New to LJ |
[Feb. 14th, 2006|03:58 pm] |
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Ok, so I'm new to live journal. Becca has told many times "Megan, u should get it....u should make an account." And now....many months later, Ive made one!! woohoo! Mmmm, so, I guess I'll stop writing in my tripod blog then and use this one. Wow, surprisingly I don't know what to say. So, I'm gonna go for now. Doubt anyone will even read this. Luv ya bunches!
Megan <3333 |
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